I’m really sorry for being away from blogging in a couple of months.
Why it ended up being a break for this long is rather hard to explain. I don’t want to go into details. But I guess I can say this: The person I loved with my whole heart and wanted to spend the rest of my life with left me.
On my birthday he ended our relationship over a text. I thought he was coming back home from his trip to England but it turned out that was not the plan.
For weeks I was broken; I didn’t eat, work or do anything but cry and curse the world.
And so my entire life took a break.
I have come over this like you do with time. I can’t say im not still hurt and in massive pain. But I’m eating again, I’m taking care of my body and mind.
I’m not locking myself into a dark room and refuse all social life.
And I think coming back to things I love in life is very important. One of these things are blogging.
So again I’m sorry but don’t worry, I’m back and I’m on my way to a happier life.
On another note its soon December and Blogmas! Who more than me is looking forward to this?
Much love,
Elin
If you’ll forgive me for saying so, that method was very cowardly and shitty of him. I’m glad you’re doing better. You’re a stronger person than me. Welcome back!
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Thank you 🙂 and yes its ok. And tbh he realized his mistake and wanted me back amd started threatening me and stalking me. So its been such a Weird ride. Im just glad its starting to get better now and he is gone.
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Yikes! I’m glad he’s gone too!
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I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. If he behaved like that, he was not the right person for you and definitely not a person with a healthy mind. the text, the stalking, and the threatening etc. prove that he was a selfish and very weird person. I know it hurts now, but if you detach yourself from what has happened you can see that it was a blessing in disguise. You do not want to stay in a relationship with someone who is that moody and that negative. You are too good for someone like that. Try to see the positive outcomes and put in the trash all the negatives. He actually gave you the best birthday present even, breaking up with you was a blessing not a tragedy. because, now your heart is free of venom and ready to love again. I am so glad he is not in your life anymore. you deserve a man not a coward.
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Thank you 🙂
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Thank you, thats very kind 🙂
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So sorry for your pain. You deserve someone who is kinder to you. Hugs
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Thank you 🙂 ❤
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Oh boy, I know how that feels. My ex left me, realised his ‘mistake’ a few months later and wanted back. I was stronger by this time and said no – and started a nightmare. Why can ex’s be such muppets?!
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I have no idea XD weird isnt it. They want what they think is better than realize how good they had it and want back. like…..why would i want you back tho?
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Exactly! Like I said at the time – how could I ever trust him not to do it again? I’d be forever living on edge and I wasn’t doing that to myself.
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plus mine found another swedish girl and took her home to my home…..when i was working to support his ass xD like fuck off xD
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Oh that’s low. What a scumbag 🤬
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You deserve so much better ❤️ I hope that 2019 will be such a refreshing and positive adventurous year for you.
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Sorry to hear that, wish you a better happiness! Good to have you back, Elin!
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I’m so sorry to hear this (he sounds like a scumbag if that’s ok to say). Really happy to hear that you’re feeling a little bit better and I hope your happiness keeps growing and growing. 2019 is gonna be the one for you! ❤
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Been there. Hang in there. It will get better!
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Sorry to hear that – it does sound like you’re better off without him though – and you will come out of this a stronger person ❤️ x
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So sorry to hear how he has treated you. I hope you find someone who will treasure you for ever!
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I am so sorry to hear about your loss, but I just want to say that when my guy left me, I thought I would never, ever be over him and now I realize what a douche he was (and probably still is) I can’t believe how sad I was over someone who did not even appreciate the things I tried to do for him. A lot of guys who just spontaneously leave someone will never themselves be happy. I only wish I had the time back that I wasted over him! Thank you for sharing and I am so glad to see you back blogging and feeling a bit better. 🙂
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This was over 40 years ago: Mine took me out to brunch and when the plates were set before us he dropped his bombshell. I was so upset I couldn’t eat and all he cared about was how much money he spent! He then proceeded to eat both breakfasts. It was surreal.
You will survive this, it will get easier, AND stick to your guns! This guy’s creep-factor is off the charts.
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So glad you are back and eating and taking care of YOU! We can all hear your pain and feel your distress! It is horrible. But you now can slowly start to find the good things in your life again. Make you a happier, stronger, more compassionate person for all you have endured. Life is never easy, but it is an adventure! What will you make of it next? Hugs! ❤
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I have been unlucky in this department myself recently. My thoughts and heart are with you. Thank you for coming back to your little corner of the Internet. We’re happy to have you again ❤
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Oh my gosh, how awful. Break ups are always bad but to do so via text is just so…cowardly. Glad to hear you are doing better after such a heartache
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Well he’d be a dill then wouldnt he… while you go forward to a better and happier life, he will look back and always wonder if he made a mistake… smile, Christmas is around the corner and a new year will see you blossom 🙂
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So sorry you had to go through that. I apologize on behalf of my gender. You deserve better
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Much love to you! I faced a similar thing this year. But then I started eating and looking after myself. And now am just glad it’s over!! Keep writing and take care. Am hoping to update in the Blogmas too!
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HUN…HE COULD NOT HANDLE YOUR BEAUTIFUL MAGIC & SYNERGY! I THINK THE COSMOS ARE ON YOUR SIDE!😉❤😎
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Your back now
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I should be yes 🙂 really struggling with time and energy atm. But im getting there 🙂 hope you are havibg a wonderful weekend 🙂
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