From 1 July 2019 I will start a daily diary here to start my creativeness and writing again. Some days ago I realized that quitting my job and moving back into my parents have effected me more negative than I thought it would.
My whole life I have had a plan and I never needed anyone’s help. But suddenly I felt very lost in myself and I ended up in a spiral of self-loathing. Feeling like I’m not good enough for anything or anyone.
Everything I seemed to enjoy in life before seem to not make me happy anymore. I can’t really explain why.
But this diary is an attempt to not stay in bed and feel sorry for myself, Rise up and live my life. Life is gonna knock you down and it’s gonna hurt a lot but the pain doesn’t have to last.
I will start with the month of July to not overwhelm myself with work.